Creeping into me

Expressionistisches Gedicht

von  Caracaira

The saying "If I hadn’t failed, I never would have figured out how to succeed."  made me write.


I kneeled before you and hushed, opened up for you
you showing me your lack of restraint.
You blamed me for pointless reasons.
Well, the real reason is, you feel you have to bear me down, otherwise you could have to lay down arms.
You claim not to speak polarising, yet you do.
Just think about the trip to the boat house restaurant and the walk in the medieval streets.
Not only that you polarised, and I tried to help you and me out,
you also tried to talk me into your idea of me at the other side and you at the one side,
me being just impulsive, you and the world being more rational.
You needed to persuade me of starting a crusade for the right of being impulsive in front of mankind preferring rationality.
- Oh too bad, that didn’t work.
You really tried to talk me into all your polarity ideas you put, you installed between us.
Every time I could gladly get us out of that, you couldn’t stand the natural healthy status quo,
you came along with a new one, your painbody came along with a new problem, new construct.
And still:
I never insulted you, you did it all the time.
I offended sensibilities, and you let me bleed for that a lot.
We could have been blissful in just evolving, but you only were blissful in the game, a lark.
I stayed calm and loyal under attack while
You were in a rush to talk me down until
the prospect of being send away was starting to creep in.
You attacked us basically.


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