3rd March, 2009 - Poem to the greatest Liar

Do you remember when we first met?
It was when the clouds were crying and the sun had to set
The light was dimmed, a little bit red
It was a sight I knew I could never forget

But not because of all the light
Not because it all was quiet
Because of a person I saw that night
You made it perfect, I am right

You moved graceful, like the wind
Your beauty really made me blind
You instantly took a piece of my mind
I thought you were the one I always tried to find

Day and night I couldn’t stop to think
I couldn’t eat, I couldn’t drink
My happiness began to sink
To avoid crying I steadily had to blink

But I thought I had chances when I saw how you cared
When I remembered the happy moments we shared
To say you loved me would be dared
But I guess it was the way how you stared…

It all made me crazy, so I had to confess
I didn’t want to, I was scared, I guess
But you convinced me, nevertheless
“Sometimes risks are worth it” like you’d express

Because of this sentence, I said it all
I wrote it, wasn’t brave enough for a call
I knew from the beginning I was supposed to fall
And when you began to reply, I felt so small

“A week ago I felt the same”
At this moment, my heart burst into flame
If I had come earlier, I’d won the game
It felt like I was the one to blame

“But then all feelings disappeared”
This was probably the sentence I feared
And now I know that you actually sneered
And maybe secretly you cheered

You showed me your new girl to make me sick
To show me she was the one you pick
To strangle me slowly instead of quick
I was just another box that you could tick

True love doesn’t disappear in a week
Probably you thought now my life would be bleak
But I don’t believe you, your explanation’s leak
You NEVER loved me, I had a lucky streak

Because I know it all was a lie
Just a little meanness to make me cry
You were an idiot, I can’t deny
You were stupid and so was I