Black she is

Death
The end
So I thought

I was wrong
Thankfully?
Haven't decided yet

After blackness there was light
I remember the first momemt
I shouted joyfully

Free
And alive
But different shaped

No more black wings
No more dragon's tail
No fires to spit

Wngs have remained
Feathery they are
A griffin I am

My eyes unchanged
Looking watchfully
I can't remember what I once was

I love my forest
So strong
So wild

Mine to protect
I will, I do
always

Something's wrong
The sun is there
But not warm anymore

The wind plays with leaves
Colorful it paints
But not playfully anymore

Shadows are there
Longer and darker as they should
Not comforting anymore

I search for the disruption
Listened within the wind
Looked into shadows

Were I able to remember
I would have tried to flee
So I decided to fight

I was no match for them
So many
So strong

They destroyed my forest
My home, my friends
Violated me

I can't remember much
Only one dark thing
I wish I had forgotten

I was forced to do
A deed I would never have done
They made me drink blood

Not ordinary blood
It would have been gros
But not lifechanging

It was blood of a fellow griffin
So I changed
Again a slave to my master

There I was
No more loving
No more kind

Black I was
In heart and mind
And body as well

Destined to kill my brother
Not knowing what I've done
Can you ever forgive me?