Cruel poem

Cruel is what I hear myself say.
Because it's completely meaningless.
This permanent acting is unspeakably exhausting.
There are no real actors.
Because that would presuppose that anything is real at all.
And it's not.
Whatever we think, feel, say - it's a copy of a copy of a copy...

I wish the truth meant something.
Because then I could say, feel and even think what I wanted.
That would be a poem!
A poem that no one has ever heard before.
With words that meant everything to say.